Wednesday, June 19, 2002
Just talked to Paul and he was amazing. It doesn't take away the hurt and anger I am still feeling. That will take some time. However, I am a little comforted by the fact that he does love me so much. I know I say it every five minutes, but let me say it again. Being in a long distance relationship absolutely blows. Conversations are always misinterpreted, fights get so out of hand, and there is never a chance for that beautiful make up sex. Instead, both people walk away feeling empty and alone. I know he is really lonely and hurt right now. That hurts the most. I don't want him to hurt.
NEVER EVER EVER EVER get into a long distance relationship folks. They are impossible to make work. No matter how much you try. It will never be a full-fledge give and take until the two of you are in the same place.
It is an every day ache that can be dealt with, but never cured. It is sad and it is difficult.
This whole thing is so tough.
NEVER EVER EVER EVER get into a long distance relationship folks. They are impossible to make work. No matter how much you try. It will never be a full-fledge give and take until the two of you are in the same place.
It is an every day ache that can be dealt with, but never cured. It is sad and it is difficult.
This whole thing is so tough.
